No matter how many times I sit at this window..I know that whether I am here or not..
The sun will continue to rise and set..with or without my persuation.I wonder if at the beginning of time,my fragile almost glassy like lake was here or not.Or whether in the very end it will still be in existance.
People come... people go...still i sit here watching this frozen picture,through my glass window.There are people around me, yet their voices are at yet a distant world...far from my own.The snow sparkles and glistens under the stillness of the sun.The sky blue and snow white atmosphere surrounds me,and yet I can think of nothing but the days to come.The fire red bird comes back and fourth...He has found security in what is my home.What... "was" my home.
What is home anymore?They say its where family is.Well my family consists of more than just blood realitives. But neither them, nor my blood family is here..So i sit alone. Looking at this lonely world before me,love seems to almost have disappeared from this place,yet something holds me back.This non-existant rope tied around my throat... keeps me hanging,keeps me stationed here.
But like all things, it must come to an end.I know however that my God has a plan.And he will cut my rope from this place..He will take away the ache and seperate my heart from here.After the rope has been cut I will fall..and fall....and fall...as I look back, this house, this lake will still be here.Except with someone elses future.Not mine in its midst.
My journey... my destiny lies far from this place.And I will pick up my sword and my shield.And I will follow my King... to the end. I will follow Him and do what He asks.I will be a hope in this new land.I will shine as bright as I can...and watch as these angels fly before me.I will not be afraid... for I know my King is Undefeatable.He will strike down these earthly Kings with but a whisper.And me and my family...me and my friends...me and my people...will Finally fly home.
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